Memories of Mickey
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
sad and disappointed
sorry guys... haben kept to my promise to blog regularly..haha
hai y tis sem has turn out to be tis way... is a sem that i wan to forget. will we still be able to maintain this friendship, i dun know but is a friendship that make me veri sad and disappointed :( i admit that partly is my fault in contributing veri little to the group but is partly due to my numerous committments and also some of the tings u all done bring out the passive me which is not me... i suddenly feel so left out by u all, outcast and i always dun even noe what u all doing or discussing about.. am i a mirror??? u wan me to take the initiative to ask u all but have u all tot how hard it is when u feel u are being outcast and if i were to keep askin everytime what u all doin, any person will oso feel that y is this person always askin wat u doin... u wun like it oso.. u tink i not a committed person but how wrong u all were.. recently oso veri sad and disappointed by the committment u all show for spms foc prep, some of the words and things u all say and dun wan to do make tings worst..
what are friends for? frenz shld be there for one another but in our clique i dun feel that way... have u all listen once to me... everytime i proposed something or wanna go somewhere, i can feel u all dun seem to like it... i feel like i just at 1 side alone
Down in my heart, i really very sad and disappointed and how i wish the friendship can be mended and back to like last sem but will that happen????
:(
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